about me;

Back from the dead, y’all .. Nbd

I know, I know. I actually reblogged a post. Whaaaaaat?

Well, it’s summer time for me (tomorrow) which means I’ll have time to be online a lot more. But in the mean time, I started my own business. Kind of.

It’s called Bows Down South - and you guessed it, I make bows. So if any of you are interested in bows (wearing them, obviously) feel free to check it out! I update it every day with new things and promotions.

I ship anywhere in the US (sorry everyone else) 

Regardless, it’s cute, fun, and girly. And did I mention inexpensive? There’s also a link on my profile if you ever need it :)

bowsdownsouth.storenvy.com - check it outttt!

I love when people unfollow me on Instagram or twitter after I follow them. Hahahah bitch, I have a tracker. I’m not stupid

hashtag unfollowed

At first, I thought maybe it was just us growing apart, and then the next time I figured we weren’t really the best of friends.. But as I’ve gotten older, I’m starting to think maybe it’s me?

I can’t keep friends. I feel like I’m really REALLY close to someone and then out of nowhere we start fighting or drifting apart.. And there’s nothing I can do to stop it.

Why is that? Why is it that when I look back on my life I notice I’ve had really good friendships - best friends - but they never stick around?

Sometimes I think I ask for too much, or maybe they get tired of me? But I can’t imagine why. It isn’t like I just change all a sudden. Maybe I’m not emotional enough or I don’t always give them their way.. I just can’t be that person.

I’ve also come to notice that some people don’t think as much of me as I do of them. Three of my ‘best friends’ are planning their weddings currently and I’m not in any of them. Maybe I just imagine being closer to someone than I really am? I really don’t know.

I’m so confused. Am I a bad friend? Or do I have shitty taste in people to begin with? Maybe I out grow people over time and realize it’s time to move on.

I just don’t know.

Yayyyyy birthday.

Sometimes I like tumblr more for the comments under the pictures than I like the pictures themselves. Some people on here are too damn funny haha

Well.. He called. I didn’t really tell the whole store but he talked about what happened. He said he still wants to be with me but I just don’t know right now. Yesterday was the hardest day of my life and I don’t know if I’m ready to jump back in. I’m still a little numb.

Also - thanks to everyone who sent me messages. I appreciate that so much. I’ve been keeping and reading them when I’m down. It’s good to know someone cares enough to help me through it.

The worst part about all this break up bullshit is how I keep laying in bed crying waiting for him to text or call me when I know he isn’t going to.

You always think you have a good guy until they break your heart.

He was supposed to be my first, my last.. I guess sometimes things don’t turn out the way you plan.

Well looks like I’m single. Awesome. Three years down the drain.

I cannot stand Taylor Swift. She literally makes me cringe.